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Wednesday, June 7th, 2006
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| Time: | 3:33 pm. |
| Mood: |  anxious. | | Music: | Give a little whistle. |
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oh. my. god. how weird is this?i havent been on here in so long and i know that hardly anyone if anyone reads this but i felt like writing in it, and u no wot i really miss it today. i think i just miss the old days, lol, thats sounds like im an OAP, but i doo.
someone who i spent a lot of time with recently has started to make me feel realllly small, and just sad :( i think i will distance myself from them, but the thing is i know that even if i do when i see them again it will just go back to how it is now. urgh. dilema.
i am loving mily at the moment though, havent seen her for a few days tho :S
its relexating writing. ooo emily vass, do u still come on here? i know that u asked me to ur house party, and i got the text, bu b4 i replied, cos i had to ask my mum etccccc i lost my phone! as soon as i find it again tho life will be dandy! is it on the 10th? i cant rememeber u seeeeeeeeeeeee. i think the only problem was work, but i mite have that weekend off. so yea comment if u read this.
well i didnt really have anything of interest to say, this was bascially for me :)
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Saturday, February 18th, 2006
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| Time: | 8:16 pm. |
| Mood: |  sleepy. | | Music: | national lottery-TV. |
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i put loads of pictures up in my room today. made me happy.:)
altho i look forward to having the house to myself, it has its bad points.
roll on monday.
ihave to hide out at the park for two hours tomorw. so if anyones in the area....
last nite was fun.
this week has zoomed. its all been a dream.
i cant wait for lent. so much to give up.
i love all my friends more than they will ever know.
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Tuesday, January 24th, 2006
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mily sed update so i will.
i am sitting in the shittest lesson after the shittest lesson. me and kate had our first fight :(
shes a home wrecker.
we did have make up six tho.
yesterday was suppposed to be the most depressing day ever. ever. but it wasnt it was the best day ever. i was on a constant high and then met up wiv the wonder that is tily mchugh.
this morning we went thro the we go together dance 20 times. what a fucking joke.
grease for 5hours tomorw.....noooooooooooooooooooo
apparently i swear to much. i believe not.
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bring on tomorw.
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Thursday, December 29th, 2005
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Well im bk from the hell hole that is my dads, whos christmas just got better? no ones? didnt think so.
well i am listening to my summer music, the music that kept me alive in the summer. i have realised that i have lost sight of things that r very important, the music has awoken me. i need to put right what is wrong, and if i cant i only have myself to blame.
well christmas is over and will anyone join me and be thankful?
new year. wishing is was last year.
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Tuesday, December 13th, 2005
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YUPPY UP U GERT HO MOS
this is kate and phoebe, sat in musical tech, with r back stabbing teacher emma!(we love her really)
ding dong merrily on high, in heaven the bells r ringing, ding dong verily the sky in riv'n, with angels singing
Declan can u pls tell me when we r meeting 4 ur party! whos going?
phoebe lovez kate and kate loves phoebe!!!!!!!!! <3
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Tuesday, November 8th, 2005
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yesterday i was stupid enough to forget my keys. so when i got back from college at 3.15 i was stuck outside my house, felling ill and cold. i decided that as the Henrys werent in, so i cudnt get a spare key, and because sitting outside my front door would be embarassing in front of walkers by, that i wud climb over my back fence into my garden. this worked, but i got bored. so i tried to unlock the door with my national insurance card. it didnt work. so i went to get a chocolate bar from the co-op then went to the park. it was empty and getting dark so i went into the playground with the creaky gate and went on the swing. it was so fun. i went so high. i then went and sat on this bench which over looks bath and all the lights were coming on and it looked magical. i decided i liked bath. i then went home and sat in my back garden, well i didnt actually sit i went thru the dances we r doing at the moment, but anyways. i then got bored again so i went back round to the front and when a japenese guy went past i found out it was 5.25. my mum would be back home soon so i lay in the middle of the road and waited, then i saw carmen so i ran down the street to meet her, then my mum came back. i was outside my house for a total of 2hours and 45 mins.i had fun tho.
drama was goooood last nite.the egg is fabulous.
tomorw emma will be back and we will have grease rehersals :)
anyone who has a free in between break and lunch tomorw, i was thinking bikers cafe?
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Sunday, November 6th, 2005
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| Time: | 7:13 pm. |
| Mood: |  morose. | | Music: | sound of music. |
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Guten Tag! i havent updated in over a week and for me this is weird, so i have decided to update.
well what to say. last night fireworks. was fun fun fun.the fireworks, well they were fireworks and i have never like them, so they didnt set my world on fire, but they were ok. the funfair was good tho.went on a couple of rides. mily took the piss out of me, saw rosie, a girl who was in the year above us at st gregs asked as to buy alchohol for her (???) and we saw amy and rich high five after they had pulled (:S)
tomorw another week of college begins. it has the potential to be SHIT.
damm it i wish i had a good immune system.
and that was all.
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Friday, October 28th, 2005
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i love britney! i really do. whats the bet rich will comment saying how shit she is?
im boreddddddddddddddddddddddd. i want to go to kates nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. siobhan has left and now i have nothing to do. nothing at all. i have quite a lot of money left from last night which is good. I spend all my money on cigarettes and drink. :S i need clothes. i want to manage my money. i will try and limit myself. i wil save up then go on a HUGE shopping spree (is that how u spell it?)
i feel like going out on saturday night. anyone up for that?
i feel lucky today, siobhan help me with that. i dnt get hangovers and i cant describe how happy that makes me.
i am just wasting time on here i have absolutly nothing to say.
u were my first love, my true love.
Lethu busa ngoxolo (rule with peace- its in an african language)
The next bit is dedicated to TILLY MCHUGH :D
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Wednesday, October 26th, 2005
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| Time: | 2:15 pm. |
| Mood: |  determined. | | Music: | Lion King. |
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i went to the college party and there were loads of people who i knew went to st brendans, but it was really weird how i saw only jaz from our group of st gregorys at the party. i think that u all missed out not going. i had the BEST time. me rachel kate and rosie got completely FUCKED before we got there and danced for the whole five and a half hours. i spent most of the night with ruth and danni which is werid cos i dnt spend much time in college with them. i smoked about 24 cigarettes that night which im a bit worried about but oh well.
i love st brendans now im so glad i went. i have to write four essays over the next two days so i can be re-energised for friday.
danni sed sumting about thursday night??? becky is this true? if people are going out then i would realy realy like to come, if im welcome.
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Sunday, October 16th, 2005
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| Time: | 6:58 pm. |
| Mood: |  energetic. | | Music: | Dice-Finley Quaye. |
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work work work. i love it. even tho it is work and im normally against work, i really like my job. i meet new people and i laugh. a lot. my weekend has been sureal. i have loved it tho, but not as much as i love the fact that cabaret is just a day away, or two if u count whats left of today.i will be performing in fishnets, a very short dress and a feather boa. :S that can only spell disastar.
college tomorw. i am looking forward to it slightly. i LOVED friday, and i really dnt imagen that monday can beat it, but we will see.
i really liked seeing declan and tilly last night. it made me realise how much i missed them. i will see tilly tomorw tho at YPT, so all is not lost. declan??? when will i see ur beautiful face again? next weekend? pls pls pls.
today i have gone from being really tired to really annoyed to really happy and energetic. theres some crazy shit going around.
x~phoebe bee~x
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Friday, October 14th, 2005
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I loved today. i started of with my english class being told that altho lynda penn was in her sick bed, we stil had to do the test. me and katie decided that instead of using the 2omins to look over notes we would analyse the group. there is the table of intelligant people, who know they are intelligant, there is the table of itelligant/serious people, a table of people who i believe are the 'alternative' people, they mite be sarcastic,dumb, or in one persons case a feminist, there is another table which is quite like our table, this is the only table that will talk to us, and the last table is for the quite people who could vanish and u wouldnt notice.
after english i had dance which was relaly good. everyone brought in their costumes, which consisted of very short dresses or hot pants. as well as running through cabaret, we learnt a grease song which was really fun, but tired me out. me conni and nicki started practising in the audoturium at lunch, its really hard without music.
me and kate decided to miss tutor and practise our song with emma instead. it was funny. we really need sophie and conni to make it good.
theology was relaxing. meditation. i nearly fell asleep.
psychology we watched a videa which was interesting, and we ended up finishing at 3.40, which made me smile.
is it true people are going out tomrw night? becky i wil fone u tomorw to comfirm are meetin time and place.
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Tuesday, October 4th, 2005
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tonight tonight wont be just any night, tonight there be no morning star.
in muscial theatre this morning hardly anyone was in again, but i convinced emma to give up on the lesson. we sung londons burning,the grand old duke of york and the hokie kokie. twas fun. then kate me and chervone tried to sing all the jazz without sophie but it didnt go to well. we were going to pratise with emma at lunch but she couldnt be bothered, and she calls herself a teacher.
psychology was cancelled as john lucks had to go to a doctors appointment. i was really glad cos i cudnt cope with psychology today.
i had a really good tlk with lynda penn today about english, my work and the really argumentative people and we now have an understanding. hopefully she will like me more now :S
i just really embarassed myself. i had to go across the road and give something to a neighbour, and i was wlaking there singing chicargo, not loudly and i didnt think anyone was in the avenue, but i looked up and saw too old people sitting outside looking at me! o dear. i guess its only old people......
i am listening to all the musical music that i have. love love love love love love
i have ypt tomorw which sucks COCK!!!!!
i have mixed feelings towards people.
so long farewellxxx
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Monday, October 3rd, 2005
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i havent updated since......thursday, and that is a long time for me. friday was...good i think....oh no, it wasnt actually it was weird, something made get in a really :( mood, and heather wasnt in so we cudnt learn more of the dance, oh and i had tutor which is always shit. i did have babysitting in the evening tho and that was good cos i made money and played on sims 2 with the boy.
saturday i went to work, which was really cool. my boss told me that one of the couple staying she reckoned were there to have a sex weekend. they didnt come down for breakfast. my boss and me walked her puppy and she brought me a huge chocolate bar, which i still have, as a thank u for not quitting :S
i then went shopping and saw that thanks to ema i had 120 pounds in my bank. yay. i was extremely happy about that. i then got home watched the oc and a bit of meet the fockers, then i recieved a phone call from mily convincing me to go to adams party. it was a good party, but ended too soon. i was stil really drunk when i went home and thats never good.i also went to a prior party which was random, one of the only things i remember is sophie gate lifting me in the air and swinging me round and her also telling me her boyfriend had just told her he had cheated on her. i wasnt really sure what to say to that.
sunday i had work again but there was a german lesbian couple staying so it was funny. then went ice skating which was even funnier. rory, tim and ollie had trouble, which was hilarious to watch, 'they may be slow but they had style'. none of them seemed to be able to do it whereas me ruth sophie and sinead didnt have a problem. maybe its to do with being male or female?? mmm. me and ollie left before the others as they wanted to watch the ice skating competition, and we didnt. i got home and luckily had time to do my media. i have too much work i cant keep up.
today was good. me kate sophie and cherone (i cant spell her name. u pronouce it like siobhan, but u spell it differntly) went to practise our singing at lunch for tomorw and nearly forgot to go to our next lesson. MUSICAL THEATRE! hardly anyone was there today but it was really funny. me and sophie made up a song and we r trying to teach kate. i have just finished a psychology essay which makes me very very happy.
that was a long boring entry, but i was in the mood for typing and i its all i could think of to type.xxxxx
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Wednesday, September 28th, 2005
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dont u think that time has changed? like at st gregs looking at a clock and seeing that there was 30mins left of a lesson seemed liked for ever, but now at st brendans 30 mins is like no time at all. i guess its cos the lessons at st gregs were 50mins and the ones at st brendans are like 90mins? its too long.
i like this song:
Black eyes, I don't need 'em
Blue tears, gimme freedom
Positively never goin' back
I won't live where things are so out of whack
No more rollin' with the punches
No more usin' or abusin'
I'd rather die standing
Than live on my knees
Begging please-no more
Black eyes-I don't need 'em
Blue tears-gimme freedom
Black eyes-all behind me
Blue tears'll never find me now
Definitley found my self esteem
Finally-I'm forever free to dream
No more cryin' in the corner
No excuses-no more bruises
I'd rather die standing
Than live on my knees
Begging please-no more
Black eyes-I don't need 'em
Blue tears-gimme freedom
Black eyes-all behind me
Blue tears'll never find me now
I'd rather die standing
Than live on my knees, begging please...
Black eyes-I don't need 'em
Blue tears-gimme freedom
Black eyes-all behind me
Blue tears'll never find me now
It's all behind me, they'll never find me now
Find your self-esteem and be forever free to dream
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| Time: | 10:45 am. |
| Mood: | accomplished. |
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i love free periods that consist of swinging on comfortable chairs and updating live journal.
i found out that i have got a recall for GREASE which makes me one very very very happy person.
i have decided that there will be no more moaning about st brendans, i will try and make the most of it. no one needs to hear about what subjects i like or dnt. there are too many talkers and not enough listeners in the world. i plan to change that.
i feel completely opposite to how i was feeling last night. :D :D :D
tonight is work night.
saturday is shopping day.
and with that i vanish.
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Tuesday, September 27th, 2005
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i feel i have no-one to tlk to properly. i mean somepeople i feel i have to watch what i say, others i think get annoyed with that same story, some people dont care, some people have their own problems, some people i just cant tlk to. i keep wanting to say how i feel, then have to keep it in. its slowly driving me crazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
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at the end of everyday i think, 'i didnt talk to that perosn much today...o well theres always tomorw.' then the next day i dnt tlk to them again, and i think, 'well im dnt have the same timetable so i guess i wont see them in college' then i think ' well theres the weekend.' the weekend comes and goes and i ahvent seen them. its a circle. i thought if u went to the same school as someone u wud see them. i was wrong.
this week hasnt lit the world on fire, but i guess there is still time. thursday night will be good. going for a drink and a meal with sophie (?) kate and sarah,then watching FAME! i literally cant wait. i love musical theatre too much.
recieved a nice letter today, but letters have a way of making u feel shit at the same nice as really good.
i really dnt want to ver go back to college, but i will, for ema if nuthing else.
well eastenders now. yes yes yes. the little bit of happiness that never leaves me.xxxxxxx
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Sunday, September 25th, 2005
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| Time: | 8:09 pm. |
| Mood: |  annoyed. | | Music: | The Killers. |
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today i went to my cousins second christening in london. saw some family members that i wanted to see and others i didnt. i drove up with my gran and i found out some really fucked up things about my family, and i also found out that my aunt was once a famous actress in india! crazy shit.
i got a little bit drunk on champagne and my uncle (tim-and hes only a uncle be marriage) spent the whole time making fun of me. one of my cousins was a complete knob and spilt wine everywhere and while i was trying to have a conversation with someone she kept pinching me.
i met tims ex girlfriend, who is actually a godmother of my cousin. thats what i like to see. Ex's that get on so well. she was really nice. she was small and pretty and had a really loud laugh. i made friends with her.
i also made friends with some of the little kids there. i had to play running games and unfortunatly they won. :(
my cousin has really chubby cheeks and smiles the whole time. my grandads wife, who is EVIL and a little bit mad :S, sed to me while i was holding my cousin, 'i want her to be with her mother now, or her granfather!' i was really confused and was just like um ok, and handed her over to my aunt. seriously i would love you to meet this lady. shes so fucking jkhfsugvheu.
i am not looking forward to tomorw. if it wasnt for ema i would stay home.
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Friday, September 23rd, 2005
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| Time: | 7:23 pm. |
| Mood: |  tired. | | Music: | Ronan Keating. |
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my mum is such a knob. all though supper she tlked to me as if i was two, and she kept talking about such stupid things. i just wanted her to shut up. i told her she was being a knob and shud be quiet, but did she listen? no she did not.
my mood was reflected in the whether today. bleugh.
i am going away for the weekend and it sucks cock. i really dont want to. i want to stay in bath and see people i like. i was thinking though the only people i will see are the people i see everyday at college, so i guess i wont be missing much. i bet something major will happen now and i wil miss out. i wil miss out on meeting megan :(
in theology today everyone got so involved and i felt ao alone. i ahve no friends. they are all so different to me.
i love the song when u say nothing at all. its so sad, but also happy. u get me?
tiredness.
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Thursday, September 22nd, 2005
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today hasnt been that great. give it time though and everything will be alright.
today i thought i was going to loose my nice media studies teacher, but lucky i didnt. me, nina, kate and mel were extremely relived. we watched are music videos, and it wasnt as bad as i thought it could be. it didnt help that there was a class from the year above there. i like media now. i think it wil be hard though.
i saw michela jenkins today. she told me that porsha and lil were at bath college. i was shocked and asked what they were doing. this is the answers i got, i find it funny, but i dont know whether anyone else will. Lil and porsha are doing hair and beauty. lil with her greased back hair and porsha with her orange face. it could be very educational for them.
i didnt think that it would be like this. rich think i like someone. stupid boy!
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